disclaimer. You recognize the name it ain’t mine I wear my seat belt in the car I buckle up for safety
I run for cover from the storm
I wear a band aid on my knee I look both ways when crossing and I flee
Any danger I can see
And if I try each day to save my life in every way I can
How could I understand the way
You died for me

I couldn’t believe it. You died for me. Only nineteen years old, you should be able to grow up, live life to the full. Go out and get drunk, legally. You should have been able to have children and grandchild, but no. You saved me. You sacrificed your life for me!

Why!? Why not save yourself or Piper? I am the oldest, your protector. I promised our mother I would never let anything happen to you. I should be the one who saved you. Not the other way around. I will always remember that day. The day you died for me, no matter what.

* flashback *

"Nooooooo, Phoebe!" yelled Prue when she saw her own baby sister dodge into her path of incoming knife, it sank into her chest. She was gasping for breath, Piper rush to her side while Prue was still shocked.
"Prue, Get here now, damn it!" yelled Piper.

And I never came, did I? I am sorry.

Cause I don't know if I could even if I think I would
If I had to die for someone
If I had to die for someone else
How could I ever give my life to set the guilty free
When I cannot imagine
If I had to die for someone else like me
Someone else like me

I have no idea why would you die for me. I am just a everyday person with no life. But you, on other hand, is young and carefree but you decide to waste that on me. I hate you for that. Oh my god that remind me of one night when you were about three.

* flashback *

"Pwue! What is…d…death?" little Phoebe asked as she crawled onto Prue's lap.
"It, um, when you finish your life and move on, we all die some time." Prue was finding it hard to explained death to her baby sister.
"Do you die for someone?" asked Phoebe, her eye was wide with questions.
"Yeah, honey we do sometime." Answered Prue as she pick up Phoebe and carry her upstairs.
"Then I will die for you." She gleamed, as she placed a sloppy kiss on Prue's check.

And you did. Thank you.

I keep away from falling rocks and I don't play with matches
I lock the door I don't know why
It seems to me I'm much too old to wear a scarf out in the cold
But I want to live until I die
I guess I love my life a little more than I should love it
And if I had to I don't know if I could
Lay it down

Ever since you die, I never do anything, I just look out of the back window, looking at the apple tree that you plant. I remember….

* Flashback *

"Phoebe, what are you doing?" Prue asked when she went out of the back door.
"I am planting my own tree, if it grow then out sisters love is true but if it didn't then our love need some more work." Phoebe smiled as she gave the ground a final pat before getting up.
When Phoebe went, Prue said to herself, "It will, I promise, baby girl."

Gosh, the apple tree is ever so huge and still growing, thanks to you, for keeping the sisters' love together.
Thank you, for believing in us.

And I am glad that You are not at all like me
'Cause You laid down Your life and did it willingly
It still amazes me to know
It's me that You were thinking of
No One else could have a greater love

You were a lovely kid, it a shame not able to see you grow into a adult but thank you, Phoebe, For loving me so much that you will sacrifice your life for me.
Remember, honey, you will always be my baby sister and daughter.
I love you, now and forever.


Rest in Peace, Goodbye Honey and thank you.