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WISHING HE KNEW


Hey Dad,
I'm Writing to you
not to tell you that I still hate you
Just to ask you how you feel
and how we fell apart
and how this fell apart

She felt the bed dip on one side. She was sure who it would be.
‘Phoebe, what the matter honey?’ A tiny sob escaped the youngest sisters lips. ‘Aww baby, what’s happened?’
‘Prue, I just, I…’
‘Sweetie, will you tell me what’s upset you?’

Are you happy out there in this great wide world
Do you think about us sometimes,
Do you miss your little girls
When you lay your head down
How do you sleep at night
Do you even wonder if were all right?

‘Prue, I have no history.’
‘You have no history? What do you mean?’
‘Just that…’ She sniffed. ‘I-I don’t know my real past.’
‘I don’t think I’m getting it.’
‘I never had parents. I have no memories. I have no one to compare my physical features to. I don’t know if I got Mums nose, or dads chin…’

Its been a long hard road without you by my side
Why weren't you there all the nights that we cried
You broke my mother's heart
You broke your children for life
Its not okay,
but were all right
I remember the days you were a hero in my eyes
But those were just a long lost memory of mine
I spent so many years learning how survive
Now I'm writing just to let you know I'm Still alive

‘There are photos and those kind of things… What brought this all on?’
‘It was just a song on the radio…’ She stifled a yawn and continued. ‘Prue, he doesn’t even know I exist. He doesn’t even care.’
‘He knows baby, he must.’
‘How can he? How can he not know how much I need him? I wish he could hear me…’
‘You don’t need him. You’ve got me.’

The days I spent
so cold, so hungry,
Were full of hate,
I was so angry
The scars run deep inside this tatooed body,
Theres things I'll take to my grave,
But I'm Okay, I'm Okay.

‘It’s not the same.’
‘I know. I’m sorry.’
‘No, I am. I’m sorry for wrecking your life.’
‘What, what do you mean? How did you?’
‘I stuffed it up. You always had to think of us. Put your little sisters first.’
‘I didn’t have to, I wanted to.’
Its been a long hard road without you by my side
Why weren't you there all the nights that we cried
You broke my mother's heart
You broke your children for life
Its not okay,
but were all right
I remember the days you were a hero in my eyes
But those were just a long lost memory of mine,
Now I'm writing just to let you know I'm Still alive, Yea I'm still alive

‘But we’re ok aren’t we Prue? We’ve made it?’
‘We’re not done yet Pheebs!’
‘I know, but we made it. We’re alright…’

And sometimes,
I forgive,
and this time,
I'll admit,
That I miss you, I miss you,
Hey Dad.

THE END